..Just thinking...
How can one be soo unappreciative? Its amazing how just by doing one mistake, all the other good things you have done = erased.
Maybe its human nature...greediness...wanting all to oneself....wanting everything to be perfect..
when that person isnt perfect at all...
Its amazing how one can never be satisfied with the things that they have. Sometimes, its to the point of being 'inda bersyukur' di atas all the nikmat given. Sad to say, but its reality.
Cant a person just be happy with what he/she already has?
Cant a person just accept that not everyone is as motivated/hardworking/'purrfect' as the others?
What u want doesnt mean the other person wants it as well...
the things that makes u happy does not necessarily makes another person happy...
Stop judging people....it doesnt make u perfect.
Just imagine if ur 'nikmat' is pull away from you...
how would u sustain life as the way it is currently?
How can u survive when u r not even thankful of ur present state?
And how would u feel if people start judging u...based on that??
Nauzubillah...lets pray that Allah will keep our pintu rezeki wide open..and remind us to be thankful.
Amin!!
xxx
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
She saw herself on my laptop
Look at it and continued eating her porridge
Look again and saw herself
Climbed up the sofa
Crawl slowly and closer
still inda puas hati...
move in closer to investigate...
Curiousity is good!!

ILIA, UBD
I am currently attending a 2 weeks course/workshop at the Institute of Leadership, Innovation and Advancement (dont quote me on this but if my memory serves me right, that is what its call) at UBD.
The building is new and nice..has contemporary concept and hopefully it will be well maintain and not be 'run-down' like certain parts of UBD..;p
Theres 80 of us in total and so far its been interesting especially the first two days when we were talking about Leadership. The third and fourth day is so-so as we covered the module on Strategic Thinking.
I am looking forward for Saturday and Monday as the module will be about Financial Management...:)..to be delivered by one of the lecturers from FBEPS, UBD.
Being here...makes me miss being a student. I wish I can be one...however, work is one of the phases of life we have to go through...so I have to make the best out of it since I don't know how long I will be capable of staying in the workforce - mentally and physically - but hopefully murah rezeki.
Anyway, I wont go on about it. Maybe I will write more about it in my next post..;p
xxx
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Why do we have to please everyone..when they dont seem to care to reciprocate and take ur feelings into account?
I dont think I have the answer to this one.
its like...can you do this for me? i said ok.
can you pls take this to bla bla bla? i said ok.
but when it comes to my turn....
can you this for me? ok...(but it never gets done)
get me this pls...ok...but its never there.
it makes it harder for me to rely on people.
I feel that I always care about others feelings...
but when it comes to mine, who cares???
so why do I have to decide on things to please others??
tell me coz i dont understand.
xxx
I dont think I have the answer to this one.
its like...can you do this for me? i said ok.
can you pls take this to bla bla bla? i said ok.
but when it comes to my turn....
can you this for me? ok...(but it never gets done)
get me this pls...ok...but its never there.
it makes it harder for me to rely on people.
I feel that I always care about others feelings...
but when it comes to mine, who cares???
so why do I have to decide on things to please others??
tell me coz i dont understand.
xxx
Friday, November 06, 2009
A new beginning???
Working life has not been that great.. a small office with soo many untold stories..unwanted politics..unwelcomed backstabbing.. and the demotivation experience every few months doesnt help either.. and on top of that, I discovered that one of my colleagues has been gossiping about me.. stuffs that are not true of course; however I guess I am 'surviving'.
Perhaps time will 'heal' all..?? hopefully.
Anyway, we have a new girl, our Senior Research Officer (SRO) who will head our unit. She is heavily pregnant and will be with us for atleast three weeks before she goes on her maternity leave.
She is soft spoken and seems interested to know about our role and function in the Ministry. She seem interested to want to hear it from us first before she meets BOSS on Monday. She expressed ideas that are somehow similar to ours (my colleague and I) which is good..and she voice out changes that she might want to introduce once she 'settle down' which will most probably be early next year.
So fingers cross...hopefully things will turn out for the better..and perhaps a new beginning for our unit. Aminnnn!!
xxx
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
We, the female species, are special...just read the following I extracted online. Isn't it great to be created for this purpose? I certainly think so.
Woman was made from the rib of man
She was not created from his head to top him
Nor from his feet to be stepped upon
She was made from his side to be close to him
From beneath his arm to be protected by him
Near his heart to be loved by him
Malay Translation
Sesungguhnya wanita dijadikan dari rusuk kiri lelaki
Dia bukan dicipta dari kepala ke kaki
juga bukan dari tapak kaki
Wanita dicipta dari sebelah kiri rusuk lelaki
supaya dia hampir kepada kamu (lelaki)
lengan lelaki dicipta untuk mempertahankan wanita
dekat dengan hati lelaki untuk disayangi.
Woman was made from the rib of man
She was not created from his head to top him
Nor from his feet to be stepped upon
She was made from his side to be close to him
From beneath his arm to be protected by him
Near his heart to be loved by him
Malay Translation
Sesungguhnya wanita dijadikan dari rusuk kiri lelaki
Dia bukan dicipta dari kepala ke kaki
juga bukan dari tapak kaki
Wanita dicipta dari sebelah kiri rusuk lelaki
supaya dia hampir kepada kamu (lelaki)
lengan lelaki dicipta untuk mempertahankan wanita
dekat dengan hati lelaki untuk disayangi.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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